i think i'm falling in love

hemm setelah masalah cowok kedua yg mau gue break hatinya, ternyata keanya TUHAN udh nyiapin cowok yang jauh lebih baik daripada dia. sebenernya sih gue sm dia temenan biasa doang, cuma rasanya nyaman banget kalo sama dia tuh gatau kenapa x) trs dianya juga baiiikk banget kea mau berkorban gitu buat gue ohh so sweet hihi. tiap hari kita pasti smsan, hampir tiap malem telponan (walau gatau mau ngmngn apaan haha). terus kemaren dia ga ada pulsa, kita gabisa smsan dan rasanya sepii gitu, kangen! aa gue kangen dia! trs dia tetep usaha sms gue. awalnya pake hp adeknya, trs ganti ke nyokapnya gara2 pulsa adeknya dia abisin juga, terus ganti lagi hp bokapnya, eh trs malem2 ganti lagi hp temennya. haha banyak deh dan jujur gue seneng dia usaha smpe kea gitu cuma buat kontek sama gue hihi

Oh GOD i think i really fall in love with this guy. thanks for giving him for me. just like he's too good to be mine. YOU really gave me the best. thanks GOD :)

again and again -,-

i dont know what to say, i dont know what to do. ive broken one heart and now i broke one again. with the same problem, the same situation, the same pain. when ive loved someone very much, he made me angry, made me jealous, made me sad, made me cry. he really made me out of my mind. then i was sick of that and suddenly lost my feel to him (i was so glad to feel that because i thought i will never let him go) so i walked away before i fall for him again. i really broke his heart and i swear i wont break a heart again. days after that was reeeally hard times. now when ive liked someone else, he did the same things. he made me angry and sad. i felt like loving the same guy again. then i lost my feel to him and i want to walk away, but i dont want to break a heart anymore SO WHAT SHOULD I DO?